After a very long hiatus...

Owkie...It's been months and months of me taking a hiatus from blogging here...a lot have been happening with my life (the break up, the make up, and another break up)....I start to think to take a long hiatus in relationship (just a thought ;-))

and now...I'm totally living up my single life...and trying my best to enjoy every  bit of it, and most importantly focusing on my job....having a good relationship with my job and for once not have to worry about a man.

So, yeah...relaaax I'm not gonna pour my heart out here (it's kinda old), but I have tons of beauty + hair products to reviews AND some movies to reviews...yay!

xo,
Kiki ;)

...sometimes when people grow, they grow apart...

The art of letting go...

The only way to learn forgiveness is to be betrayed.

You might understand the intellectual concept of forgiveness, but you will only learn how to truly forgive when someone has done something that requires you to love them and let it go...

Life demands these hurtful experiences for you to learn how forgiveness feels, it could be no other way...

If there is anyone in your life that you must forgive, instead of seeing them as someone who has hurt you, try to see them as someone who was sent to teach you forgiveness and thank them for this precious gift - then forgive them, and let it go... :)

love,

-Kiki-

Rambling...101

When I made this blog, what comes through my mind was...I want to blog about anything FUN...like beauty stuffs, personal drama (I WARNED you on this, haha!), girlie tips, and monthly favorites...

at first I wanted to blog about my 'Summer Favorites' but then I got caught up with works and stuffs, so I just completely forgot about it. Until last week I have meant to blog about my 'August Favorites' for the entire times, but (again) never seems to find a perfect timing to actually blog about it...Booohooo!! maybe I'm just lazy, ha!

Tomorrow I will blog about stuffs that I like, that I've been using, or the things that I've been eyeing for the month of August...I have sooooo many stuffs that I like to share here, and It's gonna be fun to talk about it.

Lately I've been all about beauty products, I've been teaching myself (through watching YouTube) to put on false eyelashes and the result was, I can't help it...I make myself PROUD and envied my girls at the same times...lol!

Later dolls...

XO

Love and Letting go...

The last few days I've been trying to get myself together...it's personal thing, and I'm not gonna spoil every little details here since I made promise to myself to really 'close old dusty the book' and move on...

The thing is, I'm still thinking it was only a bad dream (just like any other dream)...I never really moved on, and it's been more than a month...I hate the feeling of losing, he's like my best friend, we talked and laugh about stupid videos on youtube, and I hate to think the idea of me without him...what should I do, where would I go, should I wait for him to comeback, should I call him? and all the things I could ever think about to make things better...

It hurts sooo bad, since I barely remember how it feel to get my heart broken...my world is totally upside-down, whenever I listened to my iPod and the songs he gave me come up, It stings, I cried...I removed all of his pics in my phone, and his texts...anything...but it still hurt, it sucks *sigh* :(

Than I started to read about some break-up quotes online, or in twitter...and realized that I'm not alone, I am not the only one dealing with the heartbreaks...I try to give my poor heart a little room to breath, and try to learn about myself all over again...I don't hate what he's doing to me, he was important to me once and now that he's gone all I can do is pray and forgive...

it sounds very cliche, but in the end I need to let go, and move on with life...if we dare to be in love, we should be ready to get our heartbroken...I still miss him sometimes, but I still wish him to be happy in life...

See you later :)