After a very long hiatus...

Owkie...It's been months and months of me taking a hiatus from blogging here...a lot have been happening with my life (the break up, the make up, and another break up)....I start to think to take a long hiatus in relationship (just a thought ;-))

and now...I'm totally living up my single life...and trying my best to enjoy every  bit of it, and most importantly focusing on my job....having a good relationship with my job and for once not have to worry about a man.

So, yeah...relaaax I'm not gonna pour my heart out here (it's kinda old), but I have tons of beauty + hair products to reviews AND some movies to reviews...yay!

xo,
Kiki ;)

Movie Night: "When In Rome (2010)"

What I love about Sunday, Star Movies Asia always come up with new movie...and tonight, "When In Rome" is on!! Perfect gloomy weather, homemade cooking, and perfect romantic-comedy movie ;).

"When In Rome" starring Kristen Bell, and Josh Duhamel. Basically it's a light romantic movie with predictable ending...but still charming, and cute to enjoy on sunday night when you don't feel like 'digesting' heavy plot-line kinda movie...haha, thats soooo me :P

This is the Trailer...

CLARISONIC MIA: The Review...

I've been waiting the moment to finally write about it! And Today is the perfect time...(well, actually I meant to wrote about it last week, but My work got in a way and I became super lazy...rrriiiggghtt haaha :P)

So! I wrote about the Clarisonic last month, and how I finally decided to get one and I did from SkinTerra.com (They have a great deal on it, think you should check the site). Anddddd...I got my 'Clarisonic Mia' after around 16 working days (you know International shipping sucks! grrr), Anyway I got it on December 1st, and has been using it religiously for a month now...so now I'm doing the review about it, woohoo! ;)

Here's My Week to Week Review....

- First Week: I've been using it 2 times a day, in the morning and at night for 1 minute (20 secs on the forehead, 20 secs on EACH cheeks, and 20 secs on the nose and shin area), The Result after using it: I LOVE LOVE LOVEEEE THE RESULT!! Why??? From the very first time using it, I feel my skin super super cleaned! Just like the feeling when you finished your facial at the salon...NO KIDDING!! I have oily skin and acne prone skin...and it didn't broke my skin, I clean my face with my own cleansing gel (I don't use the one that comes in the box).

- Week 2:  I got breaks out pretty baaadddd...WHY??? It's because I'm having TOO much fun on using it, the manual says to clean the entire face for 1 MINUTE ONLY, and because I was soooo excited on the result, I added 1 more minute (just thought I might get better results on my face)...Then I ended up having a crazzzzyy break out on my chin area. 

- Week 3:  Because of the breaks out, my skin got irritated...so I decreased the twice a day using to every other day (and I got back to 1 minute ONLY...and not 2 minutes, blah!). The Results: The Breaks out GONE GONE...and I starts to see the size of my visible pores on my cheeks are shrinking, and my old chicken pox and acne scars are finer...SUPER HAPPY! :)

- Week 4: Now I am back on using it 2 times a day, and so far my skin is fineee and loving it! I can feel the difference on cleaning up my face with the Clarisonic and without it. I can feel the skincare products that I'm using now absorbs better because my pores are clean and unclogged...I don't think I want to wash my face the old way again! hehehe ;)

PRO's:

- It's a MUST HAVES tool...If you love your skin so much, and spending too much getting a facial twice a month, you should saving up and get this! It's a GREAT INVEST! :)

- If you wear make up everyday but too lazy to wash your face like me! This is the good reason to get up in the morning to wash your face or at night after long day makeup...because using it is sooo easy and fun and you can feel the difference :).

- If you travel a lot, The Clarisonic Mia is the perfect size because its smaller than the Classic one (and, YES it's cheaper!).

- The Brush head must be replaced every 3-4 months, and you can choose the brush head based on your skin needs and conditions (Normal, Sensitive, or Delicate)

CON's:

- It's quite expensive compares to any similar tools...So I suggest you, If you're not sure or still in doubt, to read or google as many informations about it or watch the testimonial video on you tube before buying it (I did that too! :)).

- The Clarisonic Mia only has 1 speed, compares to the Classic one that has 2 speed and beeps (to remind you to move to every other area of your face). The Mia retail for $149 and The Classic one is $195...

- You can't Share using it with someone, it's because of this tool goes to your face, and just like your toothbrush, you need it to always hygienic 'n clean.

Will you gonna repurchase this product??

- YES, I might gonna get one for my mom on her birthday, OR I might want to get myself the Classic one for everyday use and save my Mia for travel purpose only :P

That was it MY OWN PERSONAL REVIEW on the product...Hope you like it!

HAPPY HOLIDAY EVERYBODY!!!!! XOXO ;)

Movie Night: "G.I. Joe: The Rise of Cobra" (2009)

Tonight I'm in a mood for some action flick, and thankfully HBO played a good action movie...yay!! ;)

I never watched this movie before, because when this movie came out...one of my girls told me that the movie was not very good...So, yeah I never watched it, I bought the dvd but never really watching it...beside, I'm not a big fan of action-blood splatter-war movies (they give me nightmares...errrr)

So, yes I'm watching this movie for the first time and thinking this is actually pretty good...It's mild-action with sci-fi touch (3D stuffs and all). 

My Favorite character in this movie would be The black ninja guy "Snake Eyes", actually he's kinda sexy all wrapped up in black latex and holding a sword! hahaha...

Well, overall the movie is a good watch and entertaining. Interesting characters and just enough amounts of action to watch it with the whole family :). Happy watching guys, until next time!! xoxo

love,

Kiki ;)

Toothbrush for your face ;D

                                 

YES, after more than a year 'flick' a coin should I or shouldn't I get this thing, I Finally decided to get one! I heard about some girls rave about how clarisonic can cleared up their skin from build up make up that cause clogged pores, blackheads and make their pores appear smaller...BUT, what Interested the most is, some girls on you tube said that Clarisonic is the fun way to wash your face...Well, I need a fun way, the reason I want to wash my face, because  I'm one of the girls who get lazy to clean up my make up at night (Yes, its nasty...sometimes I sleep with my make up on :( ).

So, what is Clarisonic?? It's basically what I like to call a "Toothbrush for your face" :). Yes it does the same thing like your electric toothbrush do, but this one for your face...for more info go to: www.clarisonic.com

I got mine yesterday from Skinterra why? because they ship worlwide...and they also have a 15%-20% off for any Clarisonics type. I got my Clarisonic Mia on skinterra for ONLY US$119 (they retail for $149) and I also get the Delicate brush head for US$20 (retail for $25).

So instead of spending $174 + $26.75 (International Shipping) = US$200,75. I ONLY spent US$166,75 for the whole things!!. It's a Very good deal...Me Super Happy!! :D. I can not wait till it get heree...7-10 business days, wheww!

Just type their coupon code "NOV20" and you get an Instant 20% off!! but gotta hurry...it only until at the end of the month.

Love,
Kiki ;)

Movie Night: "Beauty and The Beast" (1991)

This movie beats any disney princesses movies that I've ever watched...this is my all times favorite. I have watched this movie more than 15 times (I am DEAD serious! LOL ;D) since watching it for the first time when I was 9 years old and I still watching it until now and never feel bored. I still cried watching it and it still gives me the chills and butterflies...hahaha ;P. I always had a crush on 'Beast' because he looked all mean and vicious but yet so vulnerable and gentle...(maybe that is why I always fell for a bad guy, even when it never worked?! hehehe)

There's a little girl inside every grown up women...dreaming on our own prince charming and live happily ever after. It may only happened in a movie, or once in a blue moon...but DREAM BIG, Ladies...and Never stop dreaming :)

Love,

Kiki ;)

Skin Care Products Review...

Wooohooo...this are my 2nd update of the night, hahaha and for some reasons tonight I'm in a mood for blogging, and I won't wait until tomorrow to write this...(and let me celebrate my eagerness in blogging :D)

I've been meaning to blog about these skin care products since last month too, and I couldn't wait to write the reviews about them :)

So, the last 1,5 months I've been changing my skin care routines to some products that later I found more matched to my oily/acne-prone skin :)

1. PHILOSOPHY: On a Clear Day

I always loveee...loveee...Philosophy Skin Care Products, I think they make one of the best skin care products out there. Before I decided to try on this I've been a fan for 'Hope in a Jar' which I loveee so very much! :). So why I'm switching to this kit? Well, first this one is specifically for the oily-and acne prone skin, and last but not least It didn't break my skin like any acne skin care products -I've tried 'Skin Medica' and its too strong for my sensitive skin and end up breaks my skin horribly...I quit using it after a week :(-

To avoid my skin from drying and getting tight or even break out...I only use this product at night...so far, it feels good on skin (I exfoliate my skin 3 times a week using 'Philosophy Microdelivery'), and I think I will continue using it and see the result

PROs:

- 4 full-size products in one kit : On a clear day oil-free foaming acne cleanser, On a clear day all over acne treatment, On a clear day oil-free acne spot treatment, and On a clear day retinol clarifying lotion.

- The foaming cleanser doesn't sting to the sensitive skin or dry the skin

- The retinol clarifying lotion helps me to reduce my pores sizes and also helping the previous acne scar :)

- It didn't breaks out my skin

CONs:

- I'm not a fan for the 'acne spot treatment', it didn't worked that much on me :(

- No International shipping (to Indonesia) for online shopping so I have to bought it from eBay (The retail for this full-size kit on the website is around US$ 65, and I bought it on eBay for US$ 89...zzzz -__-)

Will you gonna re-purchase this product?? 

I Love this product and philosophy products...I probably gonna re-purchase this products from eBay (again) when I'm out, meanwhile I'm hoping philosophy will ship to my country sooonnnn...:'(

2. Shiseido Pureness 1-2-3 Kit

First of all...pardon the pictures quality here as I'm taking it with my blackberry. and second of all the pic here are the actual product that I use, so somewhat it look not pretty (like the one you seen on the web :P)

Anyway, I never tried any shiseido skin care products so that is one of the reasons why I only bought the trial kit after I read the review about this product. It happens that I'm loving it more than I expect :). I only using it every morning.

The Kit contains of: Deep cleansing foam, Balancing softener (toner), and Matifying lotion.

PROs:

- The deep cleansing foam is very gentle on the skin, it will leave your skin subtle and soft.

- It didn't break out my skin, and it feels light as the matifying lotion easily absorb to the skin and it gives you matte result (which is what I need ^^).

- The price for the Kit is reasonable (around US$ 25), I bought this kit on StrawberryNet. I haven't check it on my local Shiseido store :)

CONs:

- Since it's only the basic skin care products, and it's on trial sizes...you can't expect major change from using this kit only, go check on their website for other Shiseido Pureness products

Will you gonna re-purchase this product??

Maybe...since I love the result, but first I need to check on the price at the Shiseido counter here in Jakarta...if it's cheaper on StrawberryNet, no doubt I'm gonna order it from there :)

Love,

Kiki ;)

MUFE HD (High Definition) Foundation Review...

Sooo...this is it, the reviews that I've been planning to write since last month but then I forgot my password and I got busy and the lists goes on and oooon...teehehe ;)

On September I've been blogging about me trying to find the perfect make up foundations that perfect for my skin (sensitive, oily, and acne prone) and also not to cakey for everyday...because I hated it when it feels like I'm wearing a mask.

Here's are My MUFE HD (High Definition) Foundation Review...

I've been hearing and reading about the review of this product for quite sometimes, and when I finally got it, I couldn't wait to see how it feels and look on my skin.

Now, I've been wearing it religiously, for 1,5 months...and my review is "I LOVE IT!" what I love the most about this product is it oil-free and feels light on my skin (Its almost feel like my second skin). It didn't break me out, and I also loveeeee the matte result to my skin (I'm oily on my T-zone). and it comes in 26 shades! meaning...Doesn't matter if you have yellow undertone or pink...doesn't matter if you are pale white, or women of colors...you WILL find the perfect shades for your skin color. Me, myself I have yellow undertone (like most asian skin color) and my number is '118-Flesh' :)

PROs: 

- Medium-to-full coverage make up

- Oil free

- Didn't break your skin out (acne-prone skin)

- Matte result (less touch up)

- Wide range of shades (26 different Shades for yellow or Pink Undertones)

CONs:

- Quite expensive for a foundation (it's around US$ 40, or Rp. 435,000,- in Jakarta)...but then again, if it works and looked perfect on your skin and you loved the result, the price always worth it ;)

Will you gonna re-purchase this product?

YES I definitely WILL!! ;D

Love,

Kiki ;)

Saturday Movie: "Closer" (2004)

My saturday movie goes to one of my favorites movie I ever watched. I always been a fan of twisted love stories, unpredictable story and sad ending...because I'm a cry-baby for a movie, always does...always have, Love it!

This movie basically has it all...good plot, good actors, and it kinda took your emotions to the next level (well, I do :))...You can read here for the synopsis, but you can just skip it if you don't want any spoiler :)

This is the Trailer if you wondering...Happy Watching! ;)

Update...

Aaahhh...after all these times I finally updating my blog! I wanted to do this like weeks ago, but I forgot the password of my blog...and had problems remembering it (I always forgot my password, so It happens all the time...haha :P)

Sooo, long story shorts...I wanted to do make up and beauty products haul on stuffs that I've been using for quite sometimes and I wanted to share on my blog, and some good movies that I've watched...but (again) I had no times to write 'em all here...pfffttt!

Today, I finally check on my blog, and try to freshen up the background a lil' and I love it!! I'm kinda over "pink" background here (though I still have my pink wallpaper on my laptop...teehehe). Oh, and I change my blog title too...and somehow match me well...(I babble a LOT actually ;D) 

IIIIII can not waiiittt to write here againn...and doing haul and talking movies, and all that!

xoxo

Kiki ;)

The Battle of Make up Foundations...

This probably my biggest 'drama' lately...All these times I've been always in search of the perfect foundations for my type of skin (acne-prone, and sensitive type of skin). If you're a working woman, you know how hard it is to find the perfect make-up foundation that stays for 9hrs or more!

I've tried sooo many different products over the years and still haven't found the one that I actually fell in love with!...seriously, I am more cautious about finding the perfect make-up foundation than a perfect boyfriend...lol ;D

Anyhow, thanks to 'Youtube' make-up girls whose giving me some insight on few different products, I might going to try some of them..

1. Calvin Klein Infinite Matte-Oil free

I heard about this product from the magazine, and when I watched some videos on Youtube, some girls swore by this product! and this one retails for around US$32 or Rp. 320,000,-.

2. Estee Lauder Double Wear Stay-in-place SPF 10

I've tried this foundation long time ago when I was in my last year of college. This one actually WORKED for my type of skin! it really gives me the perfect cover just what I needed, I can wear it 'light' or 'fully makeup'. It lasts for quite sometimes too. This one retails for US$34 (on their website) but they sell it for Rp. 400,000,- (around US$40) in Indonesia counter for some reasons (tax, and all that).

3. Estee Lauder Double Wear Light Stay-in-place SPF 10

This one right here is recommended by one of my girl, she tried this product for sometimes and swore by it!. this one is the same "Estee Lauder Double Wear" as the one at the above, but this is the 'lighter' version...meaning, this goes natural for everyday using when you feel like not putting so much make-up on.

This one retails for US$33,50 (on the website) and Rp. 350,000,- (or US$34) in Indonesia counter.

4. Make Up Forever HD Foundation

I've tried MUFE (Make Up Forever) products before (Compact powder, blush on, etc) but I hate 'em all. The compact powder was too cakey, I can feel my skin 'screaaming' can't breath. But reading the review of this product, I might gonna re-consider about buying :). This one retail for US$40 on the website or Rp. 400,000,- (I haven't sure how much this on the counter here)

5. Chanel Mat Lumiere

The thing about Chanel makeup products, I once used their compact powder and it was great, I'm loving their matte lipstick, and eyeshadows. Never tried this one before, but watching this one girl on you tube that crazy about this product. I don't know how much the exact price for this one, I heard it's about US$50 or sumtin. This Probably a good product to try too, considering the 'matte' result.

There are my TOP 5 foundation that I would like to try, I haven't decided which one, right now I'm still using my Laura Mercier tinted mosturizer, and It didn't cover my face too well...It's good for daily make-up but for work, I need better coverage and something matte and less touch up...hehehe

Love,

Kiki ;)

...sometimes when people grow, they grow apart...

The art of letting go...

The only way to learn forgiveness is to be betrayed.

You might understand the intellectual concept of forgiveness, but you will only learn how to truly forgive when someone has done something that requires you to love them and let it go...

Life demands these hurtful experiences for you to learn how forgiveness feels, it could be no other way...

If there is anyone in your life that you must forgive, instead of seeing them as someone who has hurt you, try to see them as someone who was sent to teach you forgiveness and thank them for this precious gift - then forgive them, and let it go... :)

love,

-Kiki-

Pre-Fall Nails...

Today I'm taking a whole day off from work to pamper myself...I was planning on getting a hot stone massage, but then I got up at 8 and watching Anderson Cooper 360 (I LOVE his show...I adored him, hehe) 'till 10am and decided to cleaning up my room until 12...and there goes my hot stone massage appointment...

So then I was thinking to do some grocery shopping, and stuffs...but then I ended at nails salon (O.P.I House), I was about to change my nail polishes only (since I just had my spas last week), but then the girl at the nail salon said "why not doing the mani-pedi spa before the holiday?"...(I was always an easy mark/ people pleaser) so I was like "...ummm yeah let's do this"...and there goes my un-planned mani-pedi spa (with the costs of full body hot stone massage!! that wud be around U$70) *next time I should come on Mon or Thurs when they have 25% off!*

So...yeah, apart from that, I'm loving my hands 'n toes colors! this time I chose different colors, since I cannot decided which colors to choose from, so I picked both for my hands and toes...(what an explanations!! haaha!)

1. O.P.I "Glitzerland" (the Swiss Collection)

- I've been into metallics for nail colors lately...it's pre-fall, and O.P.I just launched their newest Collection (the Swiss Collection)...I'm loving all of 'em but I'm loving the color "Glitzerland" at the first try...It's gold-ish and metallic! I feel like a million dollar...hahaaa

2. O.P.I "Radiance" (the Designer Series)

- This color is dope! It's metallic silver color...and not like any other 'Silver'-ish color that looked like they were more 'grey'-ish than silver, this one is screaming 'SILVER' to the next level...(I'm kinda addicted to nail polishes, teehehe :p). So, yeah at first I wanna do the 'matchy-matchy' hands and toes nail colors, but I wanna do it differently, so this one goes for my toes,,,and it looked flashy!! especially when I'm wearing cute flip flops or open toe shoes...wud be dashing!! (owkieeee...I'm talking too much!)

That was it...my nails are gold and my toes are silver...one of my girlfriend's already calling me "a walking christmas tree"...but hey, at least I have my spirit with me and felt like a million bucks!! woohooooo...

Love,

Kiki ;p

July-August Favorites...

These are some stuffs that's I've been using, and enjoying using, or watching, or listen to for the last 2 months...since this is my first 'favorites' blog...I'm gonna spill everything in one blog...so here they are...

1. L.A.M.B tote bag

My sister in-law got me this bag as a present when she went on a holiday to HK, when I got this bag I can't help it...I fell in love! I love the abstract mash-up colors and the hugeeee size of it makes me wanted to put all my stuffs in it, haha...(thankie mommy aurel! :D)

2. OPI Nail Lacquer: "Miami Beet"

Summer nails are all about 'popping' colors...like Fuchsia, Blue, Yellow, or anything brights. I was wearing green nails on the summer, but this month I'm all about anything 'Darker'...I've been loving purple and pinks all seasons, and I love this "Miami Beet" color from O.P.I that has hint of both colors mixed together, It's not like deep purple but it also has the pink that makes it pop! LOVE IT! :D.

3. Philosophy: Jump Starters

Seriously though, I have a very sensitive (read: Allergic)-oily type of skin...which is painfully harrdd to find the perfect skin products. I heard about 'Philosophy' like 2 years ago when I'm watching Oprah, and she was telling the audience how much she loveeeeed the "Hope in a Jar" moisturizer and named it "One of the best"...so when I was browsing about this items, I said to myself "Why not?? Let's give it a try...Oprah can not be lying about it.." (hahaha...I love her!!!). So I decided to bought the 'Jump Starters' package instead buying separately. And by the second day I use 'em I can already feel the difference!!! Seriously!! I ADORE THEM!!!! and their "Purity face wash" is TO DIE!!! hahahha...I'm tooooo excited it works ;D.

3. Laura Mercier: Tinted Moisturizer spf 20 (oil-free) and Laura Mercier: Foundation Primer (oil-free)

Next ones are what I'd like to call my "Armors" (in Make-up)...if SWAT guys on the movie have their bulletproof vest to cover up their chests, I have these babies to cover up my face! hahaha...I'm not a big fan of 'cakey' make-up for daily use, I always tried to wear my make-up light but still covering my flaws (such as; redness, and blemishes). I've been using M.A.C for years and stil loving it, but I love these LM Tinted Moisturizer 'n Foundation Primer because they can cover my face light but also perfecting my complexion....I can see myself using these babies for a long time hehe :D.

4. Twins Custom-made Pink Thai Boxing Gloves

Hands DOWN!!! I'm LOVING my Pink Boxing Gloves...It's Shocking Pink and It's boxing gloves...lol. I love Boxing for once, and I've been having problems on finding my gloves in ink. So I custom made it and order online...How HOTT is THAT!! lol ;D.

5. The Face Shop: Fake Eyelashes 'XO'

I know some of you HATE fake-eyelashes...but lately I've been kinda flirty and wanting to spice up my make-up look with fake lashes! I learn to apply 'em from YouTube and just naturally learn to adjust it myself...(I'm a fast learner when it comes to things I lovee, haha :p). I use 'em for special times only or whenever I feel a bit flirty and feel to look dapper for work...again, it's fun being a girl! teehehe ;D.

So, That was all...My favorites for the month of July-August...I'd be blogging about my Favorites musics and movies that are worth watching later...I'm sorry if the pictures are blurry or not too focus, I'm taking the pictures from my Blackberry because I haven't got my card reader for my Macbook Air and been thinking of buying a new camera (my old ones are only 7,1MP, so I need a new one)...hehehe.


love,
kiki ;)

Rambling...101

When I made this blog, what comes through my mind was...I want to blog about anything FUN...like beauty stuffs, personal drama (I WARNED you on this, haha!), girlie tips, and monthly favorites...

at first I wanted to blog about my 'Summer Favorites' but then I got caught up with works and stuffs, so I just completely forgot about it. Until last week I have meant to blog about my 'August Favorites' for the entire times, but (again) never seems to find a perfect timing to actually blog about it...Booohooo!! maybe I'm just lazy, ha!

Tomorrow I will blog about stuffs that I like, that I've been using, or the things that I've been eyeing for the month of August...I have sooooo many stuffs that I like to share here, and It's gonna be fun to talk about it.

Lately I've been all about beauty products, I've been teaching myself (through watching YouTube) to put on false eyelashes and the result was, I can't help it...I make myself PROUD and envied my girls at the same times...lol!

Later dolls...

XO

Saturday Nite Movie: "American Gigolo (1980)"

OMG!!! what could've been better than a saturday nite ending by a classic Hollywood with 'young' Richard Gere playing Classy Gigolo on HBO??

I watched this movie before (and this time is my second times)...Richard Gere playing Julian, a High class male escort/ Gigolo. The Drama begin when he starts a relationship to one of his client, that later known as the Local politician's wife...and the rest of the story, bet you all know :).

In this movie, I can not stop telling to myself (yes, I often talking to myself, weird I know Ha!) that Richard Gere was once a very HOT man...he was prolly 30 sumtin when the movie was made, and I wasn't even born when the movie was made!! lol. Him looking all sexy and dapper in suits and good hair too...Oh I'm soooo gonna have a sweet sweet dream tonight, haha ;P

Love,

kiki ;)

HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY, INDONESIA!!

Today my (our) beloved Indonesia has officially turn 65!! wooohoooo...just like the old lady...she gets better with age, she's classic, and she's always be beautiful....

"HAPPY 65th BIRTHDAY, My Dear Old Lady"

Saturday Nite Movie: "Loving Leah" (2009)

I actually watched this movie once on Hallmark, and It's kinda sweet movie. It's basically a romantic movie about Jake Lever, a cardiologist and an unobservant Jewish bachelor who feels compelled to marry his observant rabbi brother's widow, Leah to honor him via the ancient Jewish custom of yibbum (levirate marriage). 

Jake and Leah agree, but Jake doesn't want to go through with it after seeing a necklace his brother gave him (before he left home to become a rabbi) reminds him of how much he idolized his big brother. He pulls Leah aside and tells her that he doesn't want to deny his brother's existence. After deciding that she also wants to leave her mother's home, become independent, and start college, Leah agrees to move with him to Washington. Things are rocky as Jake is constantly busy with work at the hospital, his girlfriend Carol has little patience for his new "wife", and Leah adjusts to finding her way around a new city. But eventually, true love persists, and the two find that the greatest gift Benjamin has left them is each other.

All over, this movie is cute...it's basically about two opposite attracts, and it can be happens anytime...while some of us still waiting for our "opposites"...let's just enjoy the movie, teehehe ;P

xo,

Kiki

Love and Letting go...

The last few days I've been trying to get myself together...it's personal thing, and I'm not gonna spoil every little details here since I made promise to myself to really 'close old dusty the book' and move on...

The thing is, I'm still thinking it was only a bad dream (just like any other dream)...I never really moved on, and it's been more than a month...I hate the feeling of losing, he's like my best friend, we talked and laugh about stupid videos on youtube, and I hate to think the idea of me without him...what should I do, where would I go, should I wait for him to comeback, should I call him? and all the things I could ever think about to make things better...

It hurts sooo bad, since I barely remember how it feel to get my heart broken...my world is totally upside-down, whenever I listened to my iPod and the songs he gave me come up, It stings, I cried...I removed all of his pics in my phone, and his texts...anything...but it still hurt, it sucks *sigh* :(

Than I started to read about some break-up quotes online, or in twitter...and realized that I'm not alone, I am not the only one dealing with the heartbreaks...I try to give my poor heart a little room to breath, and try to learn about myself all over again...I don't hate what he's doing to me, he was important to me once and now that he's gone all I can do is pray and forgive...

it sounds very cliche, but in the end I need to let go, and move on with life...if we dare to be in love, we should be ready to get our heartbroken...I still miss him sometimes, but I still wish him to be happy in life...

See you later :)